Into a better me!?

Been here in Brisbane for 3 months... not sure why, i felt that I have changed. To a better me? I am not sure... will see how I go through this year...

So... How have I changed? Let's me sort out....

Perhaps I have known myself better now.. Afraid of rejection / Afraid of feeing insecure / Afraid being alone... I suppose these are common. But, if you started to see your weakness and admit it, I guess you deal with it better! And when I looked at Antony... he gave me a very strong courage. He live very happy alone. So busy with his live yet happy. So, when I felt sad/bad, i will try to get more busy, meet up friends, watching movies... writing down my feeling (in blog).. these are all making me feel better.... And love myself more and more! Just like to treat myself better... white wine before bed is the best!

Now that I have felt better... but, I am started to get scare of myself being so used to alone. Perhaps, I really should have just get used to alone... and be alone. .....???