Trust!

Today... i finally got to know that it was the "trust" that kills me all these while... again and again... Where is the man-kind? And most importantly, how should i live? A total failure....30 over years of life and am still learning how to live? What a shame! ... Moscow, Heathrow, London..... sweetheart! Maybe it doesn't make sense to you... but it does to me... and i need some help!