Thursday, July 17, 2008

I love my DAD

He has been going through a tough time. Had Pakinson decease 5 years ago and now he has detected cancer in his body too.

He can't speak, can't stand, can't walk, can't write..... and it always take us ages to understand what he is trying to express.... Especially with a very impatient Mum... it make things harder... She will start screaming and yelling to him (as she started to give up on trying) after trying very hard to understand what he was trying to express....

For being a daughter, I always try my best understanding what he is trying to say... and i can say that, by far, I am the most patient person at home and I usually manage to get what he is trying to say.

Today, without fail, i was sitting there, giving him a pen and book, trying to recognize what he is trying to express with his winding tidy little writing. Though I tried hard to ask him to speak, but can't really guess what he meant. I tried harder and ask him again and again... finally.... i managed to figure out what was written... and the moment i got it... my eye drops falling down... he was written "I am so sorry for everything".......

Dad, let me tell you... there is nothing to sorry about... you are the best DAD to me and will always be my best DAD no matter what happen. It was you who made us who we are today... you should be proud of yourself and I am proud of you too.... Nothing and nothing will change this... YOU ARE ALWAYS OUR BEST DADDY... LOVE YOU DAD.... LOVE YOU ALWAYS.