Australia

Lost?

Been away from Martin for 3 weeks and the feeling of insecure, being separated strike me again last Saturday. And it's getting worst nowadays. I figured out that i am overly fear of rejection and with no sense of belonging. I have lost all my confidence. How long will this feeling going to stay with me? I feel like i am a very sick person. I can't stay alone on myself. Otherwise, all these crazy/sick thoughts will come to me again. Should I go and see a doctor? Oh God, can someone help me please? :(

The Great Great Great Barrier Reef...

Finally and finally... i had one of my dream comes true. Diving at Great Barrier Reef. I had to admit that i don't really enjoy watching the coral whenever I dive. I am more of a FISH (MACRO) person, but, these coral are so beautiful and big. First time ever that I really enjoy looking at the coral rather than fish. It is just like another planet under the water. Speechless.